all started when my hot exgf stopped to have sex with me she always had bad excuses why she don't won't to have sex. After a year without sex she suddenly broke up with me for another guy. That was the point I started to realize I could never make her cum or satisfy her after I struggled every time to get hard but when I managed I came within a minute. I started to believe that I never could satisty any women again with my little useless clit and maybe should give up on women and please men. I wish I'm never going to get again the opportunity to feel a woman and to disappoint her that's why I'm trying to get Gay and be unabled to get hard when thinking of pussy. Maybe my ex should See what she caused to me with the Break up I would have done everything for her she could have cuckolded me keep me in permanent chastity let me do all chores and suck her toes while she's gettin fucked by bbc and eat all she would gave me but l never had the courage to tell her she can make me do everything for her. The best thing would be to stay limp and soft forever in a cage sissyfied pleasing real men by sucking them off and get fucked because I never could fuck a woman like she deserves